Haiz... Nowadays, many things 2 thinks, I can't even get a nice sleep since tat day. Although I early sleep, it feels like I didn't sleep at all... Haiz... Of coz la, d moment I closed my eyes, my mind keep thinking things. How 2 solve d problem? Wat can I do?

I reali dun wan 2 care n think about it... But, I juz can't help it... I reali useless le~~ Say dun wan think, now still thinking... I reali hope I will lost all my memories, then, it will b d best. No nid think n worry. So good!!

Lost

I think everyone has something very precious and dear to u... But, u have u ever lose it? For me, it oredi 3rd time, but, my 6th sense tell me tat d 4th time is coming... Haiz... I lost my fren n family. At such a young age, lost so many tim (can consider young ba,dunnoe xp). But, wat to do? If this are destined, I cant do anything d ma... Juz quietly accept it, n let it be...

I used to work hard to save or "keep" the things tat are precious. But, no matter how hard I try, it still d same. I oredi gave up... I dun wan 2 care anymore, it only make me sad. Crying wont do a single thing. So, y dun juz let it be? Mayb time can help me 4get... Time is d best cure, aren't it? If cant, then juz let d scar remain, continue to remain unseen... Or, I juz switched on d protective mode. Dun let others 2 enter, then, nothing to lose, rite? Haiz...

I wan bcum my true self... Switch on protective mode... Closed case!

REGRET

I am very regret on wat happen... I should talk finish, why stop in the middle way? Now everyone oso not happy. What for? Bcoz IT WAS MY FAULT! Never talk finish in a proper way, let people misunderstand. I am trying to do something. But, I dun noe how? Is it going 2 over 4 me? Wat is d way out? I don't noe... I really dun noe... Wat should I do? Apologise? I don't think it will works? Start talking? My mind suddenly become blank, useless huh? Or talk face-to-face? Tried before, my mind suddenly wonder around, I oso dun noe where it went... Haiz...

Last choice, leaving? Mayb dis is a better way... If everyone is happy

Choices in my path

2day start d online registration to choose d path tat I should go. It is difficult for me choose, once u choose u cant change ur mind jor.... So, I nid 2 think twice b4 I make a decision tat will affect my life... I hope I will make a right choice

My day in JPJ

2day, around 10 I reach zhiyan's hse to renew my driving license... So, excited le, finally, I m not a "P" license driver.... No nid scare kena bully by ppl on the road (actuali, I oso seldom drive)... Yan n me renew license together since v get our license together at d same date, v went to Taman Jaya's JPJ to renew d license... The JPJ building very hard to find le~~~ Hide in a corner, how 2 find it? V ask ppl then they kindly show us d way, then oni v can find itz

As soon as v get in, then quickly take a number. Our number is 1341. At tat time, d number is 1249... Well, still okay la, quite fast will finish d.. Wow...They hav 2xxx n 3xxx number too... N jump from dis number to another number d... Charm lo~~~ V wait around 2 hrs then finally is our turn, then quickly renew it then went bak home...

Celebration for Suet Kee Bday

Yesterday, I went out wif my secondary frens to celebrate Suet Kee's bday, which oredi passed quite a period of time... Haiz... Y so late oni celebrate? Well, coz alwayz some matters goes in our way, tats y nid 2 postpone further n further away... Finally, yesterday nite can celebrate...^^ Actuali, i wanna take pic d. But, yesterday too angry jor. No mood 2 take xp

Here, I would like 2 say Happy Bday 2 my fren again, Suet Kee.

Juz now, I very angry lo... Argh~~~ Now oni cool down a bit jor... Suddenly think of sumting, think of wanna create things.

Hear d whisper of wind,
feel d breeze,
listen 2 ur own heart beat,
lower ur head,
and control ur own temper.

~Created by me~

Xp