Haiz... Nowadays, many things 2 thinks, I can't even get a nice sleep since tat day. Although I early sleep, it feels like I didn't sleep at all... Haiz... Of coz la, d moment I closed my eyes, my mind keep thinking things. How 2 solve d problem? Wat can I do?

I reali dun wan 2 care n think about it... But, I juz can't help it... I reali useless le~~ Say dun wan think, now still thinking... I reali hope I will lost all my memories, then, it will b d best. No nid think n worry. So good!!

Lost

I think everyone has something very precious and dear to u... But, u have u ever lose it? For me, it oredi 3rd time, but, my 6th sense tell me tat d 4th time is coming... Haiz... I lost my fren n family. At such a young age, lost so many tim (can consider young ba,dunnoe xp). But, wat to do? If this are destined, I cant do anything d ma... Juz quietly accept it, n let it be...

I used to work hard to save or "keep" the things tat are precious. But, no matter how hard I try, it still d same. I oredi gave up... I dun wan 2 care anymore, it only make me sad. Crying wont do a single thing. So, y dun juz let it be? Mayb time can help me 4get... Time is d best cure, aren't it? If cant, then juz let d scar remain, continue to remain unseen... Or, I juz switched on d protective mode. Dun let others 2 enter, then, nothing to lose, rite? Haiz...

I wan bcum my true self... Switch on protective mode... Closed case!

REGRET

I am very regret on wat happen... I should talk finish, why stop in the middle way? Now everyone oso not happy. What for? Bcoz IT WAS MY FAULT! Never talk finish in a proper way, let people misunderstand. I am trying to do something. But, I dun noe how? Is it going 2 over 4 me? Wat is d way out? I don't noe... I really dun noe... Wat should I do? Apologise? I don't think it will works? Start talking? My mind suddenly become blank, useless huh? Or talk face-to-face? Tried before, my mind suddenly wonder around, I oso dun noe where it went... Haiz...

Last choice, leaving? Mayb dis is a better way... If everyone is happy

Choices in my path

2day start d online registration to choose d path tat I should go. It is difficult for me choose, once u choose u cant change ur mind jor.... So, I nid 2 think twice b4 I make a decision tat will affect my life... I hope I will make a right choice

My day in JPJ

2day, around 10 I reach zhiyan's hse to renew my driving license... So, excited le, finally, I m not a "P" license driver.... No nid scare kena bully by ppl on the road (actuali, I oso seldom drive)... Yan n me renew license together since v get our license together at d same date, v went to Taman Jaya's JPJ to renew d license... The JPJ building very hard to find le~~~ Hide in a corner, how 2 find it? V ask ppl then they kindly show us d way, then oni v can find itz

As soon as v get in, then quickly take a number. Our number is 1341. At tat time, d number is 1249... Well, still okay la, quite fast will finish d.. Wow...They hav 2xxx n 3xxx number too... N jump from dis number to another number d... Charm lo~~~ V wait around 2 hrs then finally is our turn, then quickly renew it then went bak home...

Celebration for Suet Kee Bday

Yesterday, I went out wif my secondary frens to celebrate Suet Kee's bday, which oredi passed quite a period of time... Haiz... Y so late oni celebrate? Well, coz alwayz some matters goes in our way, tats y nid 2 postpone further n further away... Finally, yesterday nite can celebrate...^^ Actuali, i wanna take pic d. But, yesterday too angry jor. No mood 2 take xp

Here, I would like 2 say Happy Bday 2 my fren again, Suet Kee.

Juz now, I very angry lo... Argh~~~ Now oni cool down a bit jor... Suddenly think of sumting, think of wanna create things.

Hear d whisper of wind,
feel d breeze,
listen 2 ur own heart beat,
lower ur head,
and control ur own temper.

~Created by me~

Xp

Haiz... 2day early morning wake up, suddenly hav a feel that 2day will b a boring day... Dun noe y gt such a feeling... 2day is saturday, shd be fun d... Plus, 2nite i will go out wif my fren 2 hav dinner 2gether. I shouldn't have such boring feeling. Unless, it like last 2 times, suddenly say cancel again... Haiz... Alwayz cancel n cancel... Sienzzzzz

Missed my Old Days

Well, 2day I was having my lunch wif my classmates at college's canteen. I passed by a table where a gals took out her music test paper out. Is a grade 6 paper... Haiz... It reminds of my primary skull tat time. At tat time, I still going 4 piano classes... Erm... How should I put it? I like at tat time, I wasnt very hardworking on piano lesson... No practise at home, no do theory paper... No do anything at all... Syiok le~~~

Now, think about it. Quite stupid, rite? Then, around secondary tat time I stop my piano lesson. Now, gt a bit regret tim... Y dun work hard at tat time? Y so lazy? Haiz... Who is d person who say to her daddy tat she is interested in piano when she is at young age? ....ME!

If time can turn bak, I wish I would work hard...Haiz... It is too late 2 show my regret, so, now I try 2 appreciate everything around me^^ Same goes to every1 too...

Countdown

2mr, 10am my result will be out. I very scare and nervous. I know dis result will not be as good as d previous results tat I obtained. But, I juz hope d result dont so bad....

Scary day

Well, I has been a while since I make a new post in my blog. 2day is a scary day to me. Coz I and my fren ran into an car accident. It happen around 1pm after having lunch wif my college frens. As usual, I goes home by my fren's car, driving as usual, using MRR II to go bak home as dis is d fastest way bak home, but, oso d longest way bak home fr skull.

It was about 15minutes++ then I can reach home. But, the accident happen when my fren crushed on Kembara. Well, I dun noe y d Kembara in front of us suddenly break. Then, my fren who driving cant break juz in time. Then, my fren's car CRUSH on the Kembara. At tat time, my fren's car let out many black smoke, not behind d car, but, in front d car. Wah.... It gives me a shock lo.

My 1st day of the new semester

2/3, my first day back to college after semester break... Dis is my 3rd semester for d diploma course. Today, only have one class which is Tamadum Islam lecture class... Wow... Tamadum Islam le, sounds boring, rite? D duration 4 dis lecture class is 1 n half hour...

Actuali, is not as boring as I thought... The lecturer is a funny person... It makes d class more lively and full of laughter... Well, I quite enjoy 2day class plus can meet wif all of my classmates... It has been a period of time tat I havent met them^^

2mr will be d day to start my new semester... Dis will be my last semester in my diploma year... Hope dis will be a fun semester^^

Yesterday, 1/3 is my primary skull fren bday... I knows her when I was in primary standard 4 until now... Although, we not in d same skull in secondary n college now... Anyway, I juz wanna to wish her a happy bday n stay pretty 4ever, Josephine^^