Feeling

Different people have different feeling towards something. Not just that, different people tends to have different things to handle their things and emotion. I have seen many people in dealing the same situation, but, different in dealing it. Some might take it as a easy matter, don't care and don't mind it. Some of them will take it serious and make a fuss over it. Some just ignore and let it go. Weird, right? Why the same situation that being faced is dealed by different ways by different people.

Shouldn't it be the same way, since it is the same situation after all? Well, some of us might says, " This is an individual traits, which differentiatie an individual with others."

Some might says, " Well, I suppose that it should be different. Since is different people handling the situation after all. By giving different way of handling situation, left us more choices, doesn't it?"

Others might say, " The reason why the situation being handled by different people have different outcomes, because the mood they are in while they handling the situation."

Then, what exactly that different outcomes exist when the same situation is being assigned to different individuals? Just as mentioned above? Or other reasons? I think, this is a question that need to think about....

Haiz... Nowadays, many things 2 thinks, I can't even get a nice sleep since tat day. Although I early sleep, it feels like I didn't sleep at all... Haiz... Of coz la, d moment I closed my eyes, my mind keep thinking things. How 2 solve d problem? Wat can I do?

I reali dun wan 2 care n think about it... But, I juz can't help it... I reali useless le~~ Say dun wan think, now still thinking... I reali hope I will lost all my memories, then, it will b d best. No nid think n worry. So good!!

Lost

I think everyone has something very precious and dear to u... But, u have u ever lose it? For me, it oredi 3rd time, but, my 6th sense tell me tat d 4th time is coming... Haiz... I lost my fren n family. At such a young age, lost so many tim (can consider young ba,dunnoe xp). But, wat to do? If this are destined, I cant do anything d ma... Juz quietly accept it, n let it be...

I used to work hard to save or "keep" the things tat are precious. But, no matter how hard I try, it still d same. I oredi gave up... I dun wan 2 care anymore, it only make me sad. Crying wont do a single thing. So, y dun juz let it be? Mayb time can help me 4get... Time is d best cure, aren't it? If cant, then juz let d scar remain, continue to remain unseen... Or, I juz switched on d protective mode. Dun let others 2 enter, then, nothing to lose, rite? Haiz...

I wan bcum my true self... Switch on protective mode... Closed case!

REGRET

I am very regret on wat happen... I should talk finish, why stop in the middle way? Now everyone oso not happy. What for? Bcoz IT WAS MY FAULT! Never talk finish in a proper way, let people misunderstand. I am trying to do something. But, I dun noe how? Is it going 2 over 4 me? Wat is d way out? I don't noe... I really dun noe... Wat should I do? Apologise? I don't think it will works? Start talking? My mind suddenly become blank, useless huh? Or talk face-to-face? Tried before, my mind suddenly wonder around, I oso dun noe where it went... Haiz...

Last choice, leaving? Mayb dis is a better way... If everyone is happy

Choices in my path

2day start d online registration to choose d path tat I should go. It is difficult for me choose, once u choose u cant change ur mind jor.... So, I nid 2 think twice b4 I make a decision tat will affect my life... I hope I will make a right choice

My day in JPJ

2day, around 10 I reach zhiyan's hse to renew my driving license... So, excited le, finally, I m not a "P" license driver.... No nid scare kena bully by ppl on the road (actuali, I oso seldom drive)... Yan n me renew license together since v get our license together at d same date, v went to Taman Jaya's JPJ to renew d license... The JPJ building very hard to find le~~~ Hide in a corner, how 2 find it? V ask ppl then they kindly show us d way, then oni v can find itz

As soon as v get in, then quickly take a number. Our number is 1341. At tat time, d number is 1249... Well, still okay la, quite fast will finish d.. Wow...They hav 2xxx n 3xxx number too... N jump from dis number to another number d... Charm lo~~~ V wait around 2 hrs then finally is our turn, then quickly renew it then went bak home...

Celebration for Suet Kee Bday

Yesterday, I went out wif my secondary frens to celebrate Suet Kee's bday, which oredi passed quite a period of time... Haiz... Y so late oni celebrate? Well, coz alwayz some matters goes in our way, tats y nid 2 postpone further n further away... Finally, yesterday nite can celebrate...^^ Actuali, i wanna take pic d. But, yesterday too angry jor. No mood 2 take xp

Here, I would like 2 say Happy Bday 2 my fren again, Suet Kee.

Juz now, I very angry lo... Argh~~~ Now oni cool down a bit jor... Suddenly think of sumting, think of wanna create things.

Hear d whisper of wind,
feel d breeze,
listen 2 ur own heart beat,
lower ur head,
and control ur own temper.

~Created by me~

Xp

Haiz... 2day early morning wake up, suddenly hav a feel that 2day will b a boring day... Dun noe y gt such a feeling... 2day is saturday, shd be fun d... Plus, 2nite i will go out wif my fren 2 hav dinner 2gether. I shouldn't have such boring feeling. Unless, it like last 2 times, suddenly say cancel again... Haiz... Alwayz cancel n cancel... Sienzzzzz

Missed my Old Days

Well, 2day I was having my lunch wif my classmates at college's canteen. I passed by a table where a gals took out her music test paper out. Is a grade 6 paper... Haiz... It reminds of my primary skull tat time. At tat time, I still going 4 piano classes... Erm... How should I put it? I like at tat time, I wasnt very hardworking on piano lesson... No practise at home, no do theory paper... No do anything at all... Syiok le~~~

Now, think about it. Quite stupid, rite? Then, around secondary tat time I stop my piano lesson. Now, gt a bit regret tim... Y dun work hard at tat time? Y so lazy? Haiz... Who is d person who say to her daddy tat she is interested in piano when she is at young age? ....ME!

If time can turn bak, I wish I would work hard...Haiz... It is too late 2 show my regret, so, now I try 2 appreciate everything around me^^ Same goes to every1 too...

Countdown

2mr, 10am my result will be out. I very scare and nervous. I know dis result will not be as good as d previous results tat I obtained. But, I juz hope d result dont so bad....

Scary day

Well, I has been a while since I make a new post in my blog. 2day is a scary day to me. Coz I and my fren ran into an car accident. It happen around 1pm after having lunch wif my college frens. As usual, I goes home by my fren's car, driving as usual, using MRR II to go bak home as dis is d fastest way bak home, but, oso d longest way bak home fr skull.

It was about 15minutes++ then I can reach home. But, the accident happen when my fren crushed on Kembara. Well, I dun noe y d Kembara in front of us suddenly break. Then, my fren who driving cant break juz in time. Then, my fren's car CRUSH on the Kembara. At tat time, my fren's car let out many black smoke, not behind d car, but, in front d car. Wah.... It gives me a shock lo.

My 1st day of the new semester

2/3, my first day back to college after semester break... Dis is my 3rd semester for d diploma course. Today, only have one class which is Tamadum Islam lecture class... Wow... Tamadum Islam le, sounds boring, rite? D duration 4 dis lecture class is 1 n half hour...

Actuali, is not as boring as I thought... The lecturer is a funny person... It makes d class more lively and full of laughter... Well, I quite enjoy 2day class plus can meet wif all of my classmates... It has been a period of time tat I havent met them^^

2mr will be d day to start my new semester... Dis will be my last semester in my diploma year... Hope dis will be a fun semester^^

Yesterday, 1/3 is my primary skull fren bday... I knows her when I was in primary standard 4 until now... Although, we not in d same skull in secondary n college now... Anyway, I juz wanna to wish her a happy bday n stay pretty 4ever, Josephine^^

My days in JJ

2day yanyan n me go 2 JJ at Setapak there 2 teman my fren eat lunch... My dad fetch yanyan n me to the Taman Jaya LRT Station around 12.30pm... We around 1.05pm reach Wangsa Maju Lrt Station, then, both of us slowly walk to JJ... Around 1.15pm reach then straight away we go find juanjuan, who start working dis week... Yanyan oso pay a visit 2 her bro's fren who oso work in JJ...

We hav our lunch at around 1.40pm at KFC... 3of us order snack plate for our lunch, I eat until very full... N juanjuan treat us eat le ( actuali, not la, juz say say onixp), juanjuan nid 2 start bak her work at 2.40pm... After tat, yanyan n me walk around JJ...

We around 4pm++ left JJ then head bak 2 home^^

Yesterday, I went out wif zhiyan to buy box in Carrefour... Then, we went inside Carrefour and buy some snacks... Hehe... After that, we went bak home... On the way home, we saw 2 secondary students riding on the motorcycle... Dunnoe why they keep on looking at us, mayb bcoz zhiyan looks too small to them to drive d car... Wakaka xp

Now feeling a bit sienz... No place to go n nothing 2 do... Haiz... To make things even more worse, I am having flu... Mayb is bcoz yestersday raining non-stop, tats y now having flu....

2day actually plan to go to JJ which located in Wangsa Maju to visit Yee Juan whose juz start her work dis monday n eat lunch 2gether wif her. Unfortunately, dis early morning she told me tat she change her shift to noon shift.. Aww... I cant go n accompany her bcoz is a bit too late for me to go there and having rain... Haiz... Hav 2 wait another time... Sry, Juan juan...

Wh@t A bU$Y d@Y~~~

Yesterday, can consider one of my busy days. Zhiyan goes to my hse to fetch me to Carrefour which located at Sri Petaling. We went there with the intention to buy present for my fren. We normally bought the present from dis store. It is a gift store in the 1st floor of the Carrefour, the name of the store I forgot jor.. Paiseh.. The person who used to in charge is not in, and the employees inside the store doesn't seem like have the incentives to sell their products to their customers. We feel very frustrated, since this is our 3rd time went there juz to buy present...

After that, we went to midvalley bcoz it is the last day for Jusco sales in Midvalley. This sales started on 24/2/2009 until 25/2/2009. I went there with my fren, zhiyan. We reached there about 3.20pm, at that moment, Jusco oredi full of people. So crowded~~~

Zhiyan n I went to apply Jusco member card, J-card in order to start shopping ^^ We walked around, chose clothes n tried on the clothes.. The queue for the fitting room is so long~~ It is understandable tat y the queue is so long, since, the woman apparel discount up to 70%.. Wow... Of course the queue is long... Then, we heard tat the watches n bags have up to 70%.. Zhiyan quickly went to hav a look, she bought a Polo watch. The bags which is on sales within the last few minutes of the Happy Hour, the discount up to 80%.. Wah.. Everyone went there to hav a look, caused serious jam inside Jusco...


We around 7pm left midvalley. Yesterday I spent quite a lot of money, now I am flat broke T.T

2day, 24/2 is my daddy's bday... Happy Birthday to You, Daddy^^ Hope u stay healthy, and wish all the good luck stay around you...

B'day Poem tat I found in the web

Happy birthday to the best dad I know,

A father I love and respect,

A dad who fulfills all his duties

To teach, to guide, to protect.

If everyone had such a father,

A really good dad like mine,

The world would be so much better,

It would look like God’s own design.

2day, my leg finally feeling much more better.. At least, I can walk more normal than yesterday.. Yesterday, I like a snail, walk very very slow...

Yesterday, I go see doctor, not feeling very well... 1 day so many things happen, so bad luck le~~ At least now I feeling much more better jor...^^

Yesterday, my leg terseliuh... 2day more serious, walk a bit oso nearly take my life... So pain~~~

Haiz... My brother dis few days work until dawn... So charm.. Saturday oso nid 2 work le, so tiring lo when I looked at him.. Everyday I wait him until 2am oni can go 2 sleep. I noe tat if u dun work hard, u wont gain more.. But, dis is way too harsh... If u ask me to do my work until like tat, I sure will faint right away if continuosly... Xp

Yesterday, I went out yamcha wif my fren, yanyan... Dun noe y when v entered d store, all of the ppl inside d store look at us.. Very weird le~~ 2ppl go yamcha weird meh? V at Calorie there yamcha, well, v almost go there yamcha if oni 2 of us... Mayb they can recognise us coz v go there too often xp

At nite, I suppose to go Happy Garden pasar malam wif my secondary fren.. But, raining heavily.. So cant go... N cant on9 too...Haiz...

Happy Bday 2 u, Suet Kee... Hope u stay pretty n happy forever...^^

2day actually can hang out with frens watch movie, but, too little ppl...So, it left us no choice, but, 2 cancel it. T.T

Then, I went out wif my frens to buy a present for my secondary fren's bday. Which is tomorrow,21/2. Unfortunately, we are unable 2 buy anything...Haiz... Then, we hang around without any purposes...

Today is just another ordinary day for me. Nothing special, nothing weird...Haiz...Well, it is good to have holiday. But, it is way too boring...Last few days still ok, at least got hang out and play.. Maybe hang out a little bit too much, going out seems like a bit too dull...Haiz..I hope my rest of my holiday can be more interesting.

I just receive that 2mr dinner cancel, I looking forward to it so much... Feeling a little bit down. I want to meet with my secondary friends and chat. It seems like a decade I havent meet them. Miss them so much~~~~~

What can I do now is wait patiently and quietly for my next hang out.... Argh.... I hope soon..XP