Feeling

Different people have different feeling towards something. Not just that, different people tends to have different things to handle their things and emotion. I have seen many people in dealing the same situation, but, different in dealing it. Some might take it as a easy matter, don't care and don't mind it. Some of them will take it serious and make a fuss over it. Some just ignore and let it go. Weird, right? Why the same situation that being faced is dealed by different ways by different people.

Shouldn't it be the same way, since it is the same situation after all? Well, some of us might says, " This is an individual traits, which differentiatie an individual with others."

Some might says, " Well, I suppose that it should be different. Since is different people handling the situation after all. By giving different way of handling situation, left us more choices, doesn't it?"

Others might say, " The reason why the situation being handled by different people have different outcomes, because the mood they are in while they handling the situation."

Then, what exactly that different outcomes exist when the same situation is being assigned to different individuals? Just as mentioned above? Or other reasons? I think, this is a question that need to think about....

Haiz... Nowadays, many things 2 thinks, I can't even get a nice sleep since tat day. Although I early sleep, it feels like I didn't sleep at all... Haiz... Of coz la, d moment I closed my eyes, my mind keep thinking things. How 2 solve d problem? Wat can I do?

I reali dun wan 2 care n think about it... But, I juz can't help it... I reali useless le~~ Say dun wan think, now still thinking... I reali hope I will lost all my memories, then, it will b d best. No nid think n worry. So good!!

Lost

I think everyone has something very precious and dear to u... But, u have u ever lose it? For me, it oredi 3rd time, but, my 6th sense tell me tat d 4th time is coming... Haiz... I lost my fren n family. At such a young age, lost so many tim (can consider young ba,dunnoe xp). But, wat to do? If this are destined, I cant do anything d ma... Juz quietly accept it, n let it be...

I used to work hard to save or "keep" the things tat are precious. But, no matter how hard I try, it still d same. I oredi gave up... I dun wan 2 care anymore, it only make me sad. Crying wont do a single thing. So, y dun juz let it be? Mayb time can help me 4get... Time is d best cure, aren't it? If cant, then juz let d scar remain, continue to remain unseen... Or, I juz switched on d protective mode. Dun let others 2 enter, then, nothing to lose, rite? Haiz...

I wan bcum my true self... Switch on protective mode... Closed case!

REGRET

I am very regret on wat happen... I should talk finish, why stop in the middle way? Now everyone oso not happy. What for? Bcoz IT WAS MY FAULT! Never talk finish in a proper way, let people misunderstand. I am trying to do something. But, I dun noe how? Is it going 2 over 4 me? Wat is d way out? I don't noe... I really dun noe... Wat should I do? Apologise? I don't think it will works? Start talking? My mind suddenly become blank, useless huh? Or talk face-to-face? Tried before, my mind suddenly wonder around, I oso dun noe where it went... Haiz...

Last choice, leaving? Mayb dis is a better way... If everyone is happy

Choices in my path

2day start d online registration to choose d path tat I should go. It is difficult for me choose, once u choose u cant change ur mind jor.... So, I nid 2 think twice b4 I make a decision tat will affect my life... I hope I will make a right choice

My day in JPJ

2day, around 10 I reach zhiyan's hse to renew my driving license... So, excited le, finally, I m not a "P" license driver.... No nid scare kena bully by ppl on the road (actuali, I oso seldom drive)... Yan n me renew license together since v get our license together at d same date, v went to Taman Jaya's JPJ to renew d license... The JPJ building very hard to find le~~~ Hide in a corner, how 2 find it? V ask ppl then they kindly show us d way, then oni v can find itz

As soon as v get in, then quickly take a number. Our number is 1341. At tat time, d number is 1249... Well, still okay la, quite fast will finish d.. Wow...They hav 2xxx n 3xxx number too... N jump from dis number to another number d... Charm lo~~~ V wait around 2 hrs then finally is our turn, then quickly renew it then went bak home...

Celebration for Suet Kee Bday

Yesterday, I went out wif my secondary frens to celebrate Suet Kee's bday, which oredi passed quite a period of time... Haiz... Y so late oni celebrate? Well, coz alwayz some matters goes in our way, tats y nid 2 postpone further n further away... Finally, yesterday nite can celebrate...^^ Actuali, i wanna take pic d. But, yesterday too angry jor. No mood 2 take xp

Here, I would like 2 say Happy Bday 2 my fren again, Suet Kee.